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ttalady |
06/24/08 |
Do we not question the ulimate question in life?
What is it, why are we here, what is my goal in life?
I gave you the ultimate dealing with situation and no answers? There are none! Then again let me give you the dynamics!
My sister, drug addict. Depends on others including the system for her well being. Her well being consisted of POT, singing (kareeokee, sp), computer, and beer. Her life was 10% this little girl and 90% her. Now it is 90% this little girl and what ever is left over her. REALITY!
Know I feel for her loss however I don't feel for her. Kira did not belong in the road, did not belong in her care, and if CP (fu) S would have listened the many times they called my butt then this would have NEVER HAPPENED! I called once on her, a man sleeping in Kira's bed, next to her, I know my sister was and most likely is still into drugs.
All I did was ask for help! Just help! Georgia told me at the end of the "investigation" Kira is at 99.9% of pulling her out. In her counseling ways she told me she will be on the streets, into drugs or prostition at teen years. NO HOPE!
My sister was in the system, knows the system, and the worst thing is the system plays along with those in the system. CPS IS A WASTE OF HOPE!
Kira was on a highway to hell. Something she did not deserve and I, for every time I returned her, wanting to take her away and raise her, the girl was doomed.
I do have peace that she is in a better place. She is with those that love her, will care for her, and I know she looks out for me.
My only dream is that I will be bless with her soul in my life again. Beyond the saving part, I know I was SO GOOD TO HER, as she was SO GOOD TO ME. Our souls are yet to find eachother in ...... forever.
The fight for what I have dealt with for 16 years has just begun. If you are ready for the down and dirty I will share. If I can clue you into the fact and you want to know I will share.
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