Almost back to back deaths. My daughter's mother-in-law and my own mother-in-law recently died, approx. 5 weeks apart. I was asked by family to do their makeup and hair, being a cosmetologist. I felt it an honor, but in the end, I feel something so strongly inside of me by having done such. I feel satisfyed that I was doing and did my best, by the way the families felt they looked beautiful, both had cancer and did look exstemly miserable at time of death, so I did make them look good. But I can't shake this funny feeling, and I don't know what it is. Does anyone know what it is and what I should do about it. |